July 2010
3 posts
“Never make someone your everything…”
I am crazy. I am losing you. I have done this before and I wondered why it wasn’t happening here yet. But there are no special moments really, are there? And I have sworn myself out of love before. I have lost myself like this over something as simple as this. I am suddenly swarming, dizzy, lost. How did this happen? Is it the remaining time or would it be like this anyway? I am not going to...
37 days.
This sadness, it’s oxygen melted to chemical. It trickles down my crevices, it’s seeping in my pores. Something’s eating my smile, something’s making me slow, but it quickens my wits. Eye contact is a killer, these glances pour heat over me. And suddenly everything is serious, this is where I ruin everything. Every second counts because time is running out and it’s...